This is it folks! My last Xanga blog.

Not that anyone probably cares because I don't.

None of the less, thank you to everybody for reading my ramblings about dumb shit.

Got a million ideas and I'm ambitious, a very good combination.

Too much to do and see

Take care! - Allan

Ah yes! Back on Xanga for the 1st time in a couple of months.

BLOG? Star Wars! I've never and will probably never be a fan of this boring crap because I don't give a SHIT about all these fantasy bullshit imaginative garbage like Harry Potter, Lord of the Gays, Rings, whatever that shit is.

Call me old fashioned, but I like adventure and kung fu stories with stuff blowing up and ninjas to thugged out black dudes, and other mob stereotypical figures plotting to kill each other.  I do like the movies about overcoming struggles (Hotel Rwanda) and documentaries (i.e Supersize Me), but overall I've strapped on my pair of balls and GIVE me a movie with killers, sexy women, actor turned politicians like Arnold, and explosions!

Star Wars just doesn't do it for me, so to my many friends who are probably going to ask me to watch, have fun without me! I'll spend the $15 on burned DVDs I can get in one of the Chinese malls near my house.

This will probably be my last post for a while since I really should be doing better, more productive things with my time; and I will be as soon as I finish writing this SPIEL.

What to blog about? MY LIFE? Sorry to be vague, but you probably already know: WORKING STUDENT.

LOVE LIFE? What love life? I'm NOT planning to get married, so I'm leaving this in God's hands.  Enough said; you'll have to talk to me to get a clear explanation 

Nothing much else to say because I really want to get my homework done and get some fresh air shooting some hoops and then off to the gym!

Take care dudes!

"The best thing is to walk away".  That's exactly what I did from her.  My experiences with her were quite positive, but in the long run I don't need childish games or immaturity, all of which I thought were done in high school.  I never thought they'd be following me in my early adulthood years.

THUS, I'm SINGLE once again! I don't feel the need to "cry a river".  I actually feel strong.  My conscience is CLEAR and I need a day or two more and I'll have moved on.

 3 months into the New Year & I've gone through so much: A whirlwind of activity that's ceased to stop and feels like a snowball gathering momentum before being thrown at a TREE!

Let's see, since New Year's, I've:

- Worked and gone to school at least twice a week (usually Mondays/Wednesdays, sometimes Fridays).  I haven't taken a leave of absence from work, amazingly!

- Starting my CONVERSION to Jesus and Mary: I'm realizing the importance of this!

- Being ACTIVELY involved with the Alliance of the Two Hearts! I admit the DRIVE is somewhat irritating, but VICTIM SOUL (sacrifrice for the souls who are in purgatory so they may go to heaven)

- GAVE up: MSN messenger (except Sundays), deleted my FRIENDSTER account (AllanC_Serrano@hotmail.com), although you can still add me on my current account: alns7@hotmail.com which I check only on Sundays (you can break your LENT fast on Sundays)

- Went to New York for four days! New York rocks!

- Bought a new CAR! I love my new HONDA

- Bought more RRSPs

- Planned for my FUTURE: I started CONDO searching for the first time for something in the $160 - $200 K range (4 more years baby!)

- Met a great girl, got to know pretty well, then let her GO two days ago because of her immaturity and thinking about it now her selfishness.  It's pretty sad considering she's only 2 years younger than me, but oh well, c'est la vie! It's pretty amazing as soon as you get to know somebody on a personal level how things change! NO MORE COMMENTS about this! I'm open to a DISCUSSION about relationships and about yours truly.  I'd also love to hear your experiences as well.

- I'm about to go to Philadelphia with my Alliance of the Two Hearts people! (this Friday to Sunday night) 8-9 hour drive!

That pretty much sums it up! If you've read to this point, thanks for taking the time to read about yours truly! I love reading about your lives and everybody else is doing! Xanga keeps me updated on what's up with you guys!

See you in about a MONTH!

JOANNE CABUENA: Your looking good, sweetie!

- A.

Only a few people know of my existence on this Xanga thing!

I feel so discreet, yet at the same time I couldn't care less who reads this!

NEW YORK rocks! Coming back to Toronto, back to school and walking along Yonge/Dundas, I can't help but feel somewhat depressed.  New York is DEFINITELY more LIVELIER and there's more going on down there than here.  I'm a proud Canadian, but there's just something about New York that makes me have these sudden feelings of "giving everything up" - the excellent paying job, pursuing that piece of paper at college, and my family/friends.  Like I saw everywhere, I love New York.  Giving everything up? Probably not, but you never know.....

Speaking of friends.  I'm NOW OFFICIALLY in a relationship.  Me and Liezl made it official on of all days, VALENTINE'S DAY.  I won't beat around the bush, I'm starting to FALL IN-LOVE with this girl and I can tell she FEELS the same way.  My personal motto from this: ONE day at a time, baby steps, and PRACTICALITY.  No need to rush things because we already know we have each other.  Be prudent, courteous, warm, and loving.  Friendly, but not too friendly.  Eager, but don't seem to eager.

In laments terms and to be BLUNT - TAKE IT SLOW!

See you in a bit, more like a couple of weeks!

- A.

Its 4:02 a.m, I'm feeling kind of crappy.  Another day of work.  Fridays are my usual day off school, but for some odd reason, the school decides it's mandatory to attend review sessions on this one particular Friday!

It's probably best I do attend school today, no matter what the circumstance.  I'm giving up extra hours in which I do REALLY need the money!

It would be great to get away from it all.  I need to get away!

Going to Ottawa this Sunday (maybe), New York (next Fri-Mon), and Philadelphia (Mar 11-14).

Smell you later losers!

I miss my baby Liezl.  She's a VIRGO and I'm a TAURUS so you know this relationship will be based on PRACTICALITY and ONE thing I love about her is HER being PRACTICAL with me even when she doesn't HAVE that much money and she's busy she STILL makes time for me and even BUYS me dinner and with that I FEEL the need to JUST give her a BIG HUG.

She's my rock, quickly becoming my pillar of strength.